Medical Research

Recent research reveals following effects of replacing blood in veins with alcohol:

1. Risk of heart attack will reduce by 50%.
2. No one will die for shortage or unavailability of blood.
3. Casualties cause by drinking will reduced by 100%.

Still drinkers are not in support of this, cause they think alcohol will lose its effect of transcending any individual.

Intensity of LOVE...

First of all today i am not in mood to write anything but still....secondly i don't really have any first hand experience of love, all of my opinions are based solely on my perception and interpretation of what i have heard from friends or read.
One of the characteristic i think is its intensity ...when we love one person simple intensity of our love is increased and we are able to feel it easily.
When we don't love someone specific, we may still love others but the intensity is too low to feel.
So, love is always there,it's just that sometimes its the only thing which we can see and feel and sometimes we don't.

Capital punishment

No matter how evil or destructive, disastrous anyone's deed are, nobody has right to judge and kill other.

God always preached love, out of this love god has never killed spirit of hell though fought it many times.

Sometimes it's just a second, which may change life of a person. And you never know how capable a person is, he might be very useful. Any army never leave its soldier behind, no matter how badly he is hurt. How can we leave any man behind in this crusade of human for life and answers.

No data is feed in our mind before birth(Blank mind theory though still not proved). Surely, our genes give us some qualities, some personality traits still whatever we our or whatever we come out to be is just a product of this society. Or you may say society has a great part to play in development of out mental power ,to discriminate good and bad, for discernment.

I don't think i am able to articulate my logic or my reasons against capital punishment well, may be some other day i will. Nevertheless i just have strong feeling against it.

P.S : Capital punishment is like a conspiracy of society(or a group) against an individual.

Nothing constructive only destructive.

I am human, i love, i love all, i can't be unfair, i love everyone, including myself, i love every aspect
every facet of my personality. I have to love my other, so called dark, evil side, everyone warned me, to control it tame it, but i love my freedom, also respect freedom of others, i can't suppress my flip side.

Einstein give Theory of relativity. According to it nothing is absolute, everything is relative, so nobody like to be cursed, everyone wants elixir of life, but both poison and elixir are essential constituent of life. So, every devil, every so called bad deed make a sacrifice for good god love,

Devil, hate, has fathered love, safeguarded, and never acknowledged.

Happy...

Being happy is not your right it is your duty.
Since i had read today that how your happiness effects people around you, i think it may be true but i don't believe it.
The article put its point by citing the proverb: One bad apple can spoil the whole barrel.


I think it is rubbish as i had write in one of my earlier post Pursuit Of Happiness(July 2008).
Smile, happiness are implicit emotions which you don't need to work upon. it comes out as a consequence of your actions or may feel happy just by memories, or sometimes just by looking at something.

So many bloody logic less surveys are being carried out these days trying to rate and gauge happiness. Sometimes a person in great stress of work or coping with some financial problem; come home play with children and start feeling happy. sometimes we are happy without knowing ourselves just a mere frustration for while and we start thinking that we are not happy and want to change our life.
I think everyone is happy it is just that happiness is always accompanied by pain and suffering.
For every head their is always a tail.

Today, i really don't know what to write...i just can't concentrate on anything else, actually this has become now kind of routine, every evening i kind of start going blank and only thing i can thought of is beer.

Actually, i have something in mind, i was thinking to write something about originality. I think nothing like originality actually exist. I can't understand how could anyone be original.

The way i look at this, we all are different human beings possessing different brains, also the combined pack of raw data processed is different. So, in a sense we are not original since we have learn all this here only. And we can't be like others cause different processor with different data is ought to give us different result.
Whole above paragraph actually sound stupid to me also, but so what. I mean that is the real power of personal blog. I can write any shit. Cool na. So what if i sound idiot.

Blink..blind date..snap

This book BLINK has shattered and contradicted one of my firm belief.

I always used to think that you should always take a second, to pause and think before making any decision or saying something. I always believed that thinking can improve you prediction and chances of taking right decision.

i thought live-in relationships are best way to understand someone and find your compatibility level.
However, according to this book 'BLINK', you your snap decisions or first impression could me mostly correct. These decisions are based on your unconscious or sub-conscious mind. so, i suggests guys, buckle up, and get going with as many girls you can cause you don't need much time to figure out which one is for you.

P.S : I am still reading this book so i don't know what author will conclude.
P.P.S As i thought by the end of book author has included quite a few ifs and buts to this theory.

Modesty vs confidence

I am really skeptical , will i will be able to articulate correctly what i tend to say. Actually, i don't know that i am using word 'Modest', here correctly or not. But still i want to try this.
Modesty and confidence are two virtues, both of which should exist in parallel, both are highly complementary to each other. but, both actually can easily recede in influence of other.
So, maintaining a balance of both is quiet an art in itself.

Modesty, is essential in learning process. You should always be able to say, that i don't know anything. it's like an old adage in which it is said to always look for half-filled glass. But it easily lead to over-confidence and complacency. So, you should see the half-empty glass, it will always push you to strive more for success.

Confidence, what to say about this, everyone know confidence and belief in your abilities is first most necessity for success in any sphere of life. Confidence is good, confidence in your abilities, confidence of performing something cause you have done it before, or you have practiced for it, or you think you can do it after giving a deep thought to it.
But feeling confident just cause you mother tell you how special you are, or cause you think others can do so can you. Can easily fool you. This the cusp where over-confidence starts taking over you, actually i think it will better calling it unreasonable or fictitious confidence which we develop, cause we want success and we know how important it is to be confident for success.

I don't know what i have written...what i am feeling is like a great philosopher, i feel like i am so great...i feel like an intellectual whenever i write something. Am i bragging about myself or just writing my feelings. it definitely does not sound like modesty nor it is like confidence. So, What is it... is it something else.

About me

About me...i will not say, i haven't think about this..but now may be this question is gaining more importance,now it's kind of ensnaring my mind, now it seems like everybody is asking this..every interview starts with this only, Tell me something about yourself. I think first time i recall thinking , no not thinking but actually being confronting this question, was when i sign up for orkut.

Still i am not able to decide what i think about myself my opinion changes everyday, sometimes within few hours.

So, i can only write what i think about myself preciously this moment only.

I think, i am not happy never was, never satisfied. No matter where ever i am, what i am doing.... i always wanted to be some place other, always wanted to be someone else. When i am alone i fell like what use of life like this, i long for others...when with friends, they sometimes kind of make me sick and i just want to be alone doing my deeds, good or bad, creative, destructive whatever it is..

Someone, tell me the stupidest people are those who can't differentiate between right and wrong, or who can't decide which side to take' who can't decide what to do.

Someone also told me that you can argue for anything, you can support or condemn any argument based on logical reasoning. So, basically, there is no such thing like right or wrong. These are just different perceptions.

I don't know what to believe in.

For success goal is must.
But what if you just can't decide on your goal. I don't want to spend 5-10 years of my life achieving a goal, which later you may realized wasn't your goal.

Welter of words

i am a critique,
i criticized every one,
every one from god to devil,
from hell to heaven,
from parent to child,
from plant to seed,
every thing that stand,
that stands without a story behind it,
that stands without a reason, without a logic of survival,
i am not a hero, i am not a creator,
i am destroyer,
i break, i loose, i shout,
only to pave the way for creator,
to create and give us something more meaningful,
to continue the process of improvement,
for evolving forever,
for uplifting the bar,
i bear all,
i got no love,
as i preached hatred against the evil,
still i know i have to go on,
for the sake of new, rising sun,
i am THE DARK KNIGHT

Reservations

After a while i have finally got something to write.
Reservations, the word, is now days mainly used for reservations in education only cause it has been in news lately. It is such a trite topic for GD's and editorials that i don't know if i will be able to take any side on this one.
But let me just put my point. I think reservations are necessary. For a simple fact that i believe in equality, i think every human being should have equal access to all resources.
But then saying this it's hard, in fact impossible to imagine such a life. I mean what a life it will be without its uncertainties and great falls.
Reservation are itself against the very core argument or need of it. Reservation itself develops what it is designed to eliminate. Reservation are meant to create and balance an uniformity among all human beings irrespective of their caste, creed, gender etc.( inherited, uncontrolled characteristics glued to person's identity), instead what they do is, that they give advantage to some solely decided by their birth.
What about the person who work hard then others? Don't he deserved more luxuries then others? I think yes, he do.
The point is when i say equality and uniformity of resources i mean, resources at the time of development child but once he had grown up and had enough education no more advantage should be bestowed on him.

Did our education system is not strong enough to provide jobs for graduates. I can't find any point and logic in reserving seats in higher education. In higher education when you specialized in some field maintaining quality should be our priority.
I don't think providing reservations in higher education is justified when you can't provide basic amenities to children born. If everybody will be provided good, strong basic education( combined with other basic necessity ) i don't think anyone would require to take the support of reservation to get admission in higher education.

I think what government is trying to do is to take a chunk from below and putting them at par with others at top. I think it will be a better idea if government will try to take all from lowest level and put them somewhere at middle at least above poverty line.

How the aim of reservations will be full filled when some under privileged are getting higher education while others don't even know how to read and write.

What is an explanation to feeling of that so called upper caste child, who sees other so called under privileged , whose family is more financially strong, getting a chance he might have deserved. Who is the under privileged.