Influence

The things are made and processes do effect there outcome and result.
Like computer, Internet has widely affected our lives. Some of its properties can be seen emulating in real life. For example, hiding(data), separation of data and function(which handles data) are important concepts in computer science. Now, hiding and having new identities can be seen in real life through social networking sites.
There are technologies with which voice of anyone can be copied, in a movie an artificial actor can work. Such techniques give a way to human being to hide himself, or just show only desired side,aura or part of itself. this seems so much akin to way or fundamental concepts on which computer programmes are designed.
So, are computer programmes taking or impacting are way of life in big way.

Hirarchy is important , as soon as size increases break it into parts,....have smaller units , in direct contact...in direct touch....

A teacher can only offer.


I was always choosed but i never was first choice.

Stay wild

i don't know why?

but i just wanna stay wild, it rubs of any boundary any pre-specified conditions on actions,thought and behavior.

in fact i think you need to be wild for any sort of newness(i haven't used the word 'original' cause i had convinced myself that originality and stupidity are relative and absurd, stupid words which can't be used in any sense).

Ain't it is my general view about every thing that they all are relative. So in absence of any originality to just feel different(not exactly new) stay wild.

p.S: finally after more than a month..legal or legitimate welcome to new year which itself is not new any more.

A gal

Things i would like to do to a gal:

There are so many things and quiet varying from each other. Sometimes i feel like F sex like something mystical to me something i definitely wanna fuck.

1. Sometimes i feel like just hugging.or just kissing lock my hands around her waist hold her squeezing tenderly..kissing and playing with her hairs...boobies suck then just keep on licking them ...sometimes i just want to sit and drink with her..then just keep on drinking and talking...
sometimes i feel like fucking..feel like fucking bite her eat her wanna swallow down ..wanna tear her flesh out..just want to get in get in her body and get in completely i want to disappear in her i want to permeate through her..though her every cell...every drop..every unbreakable atom...and sometimes luckily lazily i don't want to do anything just want to sit and see her see her become my master i want to surrender ..to stop thinking just obeying her just see her beaming and living through her ..her emotions ..her spectacles becoming my eyes to world.

I can't believe i was away for almost a mont..its strange whenever you look back you can't understand how time fly so quickly...i can't remember doing any thing thing substantial in last month ..now i can't think where i was what i was doing ..does for a month i hadn't have anything to write..may be couse i still don't have...

this book i i m kind of liking maximum city, i mean after quiet a search i was able to find it but i am just not in mood to read there is something i am missing i can'ti just can't concentrate... now there are lot of such posts which i have written but i haven't published lets see...

i fucking want some independence but sometimes it looks as its hard to get i fucking want some thing but irony is that i don't know its what that is alluding me ..is something really wrong or just another one my my head cooked imagination...

I am kind of living my whole life everyday ..there same kind of monotonous fall of my will..my fucking life from morning to night..but whats causing stalemate is that next morning my spirits are high again and degrade with same rate so i am kind of making same transition again and again ..so i am not hat at a point or position but got stuck in continous loop ..don't know when its gona end...
i need some explicit command to break it.