bridge between hearts

I do love you,but you may not see it, may not feel it cause my love is so strongly binded to my, to my every body cell that it is not perceptible from surface. You will need to pierce my heart through your fierce eyes, you need to cut me open to see my love.


Only way i can show my love are words but my love has so many different layers, so many different colours that no set of words at any point of time is able to bind it in a beautiful, comprehensible bundle for you.


I know its not your fault to not realize, to not see, to not feel my love, i know you sincearly from your heart tried to read me. But somehow unintentionally I always managed to hide my love. This because my love changes its shades every moment and this changing shade make you doubt identity, reality and even existence of my love for you.You think I loved you for some moments though my love for you has spread over every smallest divisible moment of my life.


It has become such an internal part of my behaviour that after initial moments you may not recognize, you may not be able to differentiate and hence able to feel it.


O Lord! O God! i have faith in my love just give me a way to show it as i see it in my mind.

How you want it

What Eklavya did?

Eklavya had a goal to become greatest archer in the world. He wanted best Guru in the world but couldn't get so he made a idol of him and in his heart he start beliveing it as his Guru and start his journey towards his goal.

What if you don't get it?

You love someone but your love doesn't rebound. Why don't you follow Eklavya? It's all in your mind and if you really beleive in it you can feel all the neurons stimulating the way love does. Of course you will miss the tangible part of it.

The big thing you will miss is the reactions of other person that makes love special. Why do you love someone not all. Because the power that external person has to touch and tickle your deepest of core where you yourself can never reach is love.

What is it?

Love is not attaining anything it is about giving and surrendring yourself. It's about giving your control to someone else still walk in control with those invisible strings.

Did Eklavya look for same thing?

Eklavya also give his strings to his guru but he didn't pull them. So Eklvaya from his mind keep on finding which string Guru might have pulled and keep on walking.

Alternative approch

But why to take this path when you know that Love of every human being has same DNA structure, it is how you perceive it, give your strings to someone else who will be happy to pull them.

introvert or shyness

In Cambridge Advance Learners Dictionary some words are described as approving some as disapproving.

The word i want to talk about is 'Introvert'. Dictionary meaning of introvert is some one who is shy, quiet and unable to make friend easily.

Firstly, is being introvert is a virtue(approving) or something to be ashamed of(disapproving). A introvert person should consider this as short coming since he is already shy. So a real shy person would never be able to accept his short coming in public on his own.

Can a person saying i am an introvert be really a introvert. If a shy person is not shy of his shyness what else could he be shy of. So saying that i am introvert or shy is a paradoxical statement.

Either these self proclaimed introverts means that they sometimes do enjoy there time alone(which everybody does) or they do take some time to make friends(but that doesn't makes you an introvert at least you are making friends may be not easily) or they just use it as an excuse to hide there inability to understand and justify there own actions(believe me no one always knows what they are doing).

Stop trying to identifying and typecasting yourself. Dream again and again chase them again and again. Lose yourself again find yourself again.