Sunday, January 18, 2009

I can't believe i was away for almost a mont..its strange whenever you look back you can't understand how time fly so quickly...i can't remember doing any thing thing substantial in last month ..now i can't think where i was what i was doing ..does for a month i hadn't have anything to write..may be couse i still don't have...

this book i i m kind of liking maximum city, i mean after quiet a search i was able to find it but i am just not in mood to read there is something i am missing i can'ti just can't concentrate... now there are lot of such posts which i have written but i haven't published lets see...

i fucking want some independence but sometimes it looks as its hard to get i fucking want some thing but irony is that i don't know its what that is alluding me ..is something really wrong or just another one my my head cooked imagination...

I am kind of living my whole life everyday ..there same kind of monotonous fall of my will..my fucking life from morning to night..but whats causing stalemate is that next morning my spirits are high again and degrade with same rate so i am kind of making same transition again and again ..so i am not hat at a point or position but got stuck in continous loop ..don't know when its gona end...
i need some explicit command to break it.