rub my tears

Water is filled in my eyes but all i want is to rub off your tears with my thumb, my palm. To hold your face, to put your hair backwards, to hold your clean face, with horizontal trail of rubbed tears. To look into your eyes for a infinite moment and hold you in my arms.

You think i care about you. No, i don't. I am just saving that water, my water that turn into tears on seeing your tears.

Mind VS Mind. Mine VS Her.

I don't know whether i love her cause i don't know what love is.

I know she is a gal with whom i can laugh without trying to laugh though i am not sure that i can make her laugh.

With her i can talk without searching for words though i had seldom seen her talking at length to me.

I can see her with my eyes closed or open though i doubt that my face still lingers somewhere in her mind.

what i see and what it is

In my mind i love you because in my mind i can instil thoughts in your mind, i can imbue feelings in your heart. I know what you are going to say. In my mind i can make you smile, i can make you laugh. In my mind you curl your eyes like a child, in my mind you let your hair stir. In my mind we both sit for long hours sometimes incessantly talking sometimes shrouded by a fulfilling silence but when we meet you seems a bit different, you captivate me and make me enjou that agonizing pain of surprise.

But out of my mind in a space where thoughts of both of us exists, there i don't know much. You must be having your dreams i have mine. I don't know if we both can walk our paths holding hands or would you like me to be with you on that journey.

However, as soon as i close my eyes everything unifies, all i can see is one dream, one path, one heart.