Saturday, July 3, 2010

Once upon a time there was a tortoise and a fish. They both were in love with each other. Then came a rabbit, like any another love story, and tried to woo the fish.
Rabbit then challenge tortoise for a race and winner was decided to be the lover of fish. As everyone must have listen about this race. Rabbit won it.
Rabbit was given the hand(or fin) of fish. But here the love started its magic. Rabbit take a plunge in sea to meet the fish, he couldn't swim and died.
Tortoise married the fish and lived happily ever after.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

rub my tears

Water is filled in my eyes but all i want is to rub off your tears with my thumb, my palm. To hold your face, to put your hair backwards, to hold your clean face, with horizontal trail of rubbed tears. To look into your eyes for a infinite moment and hold you in my arms.

You think i care about you. No, i don't. I am just saving that water, my water that turn into tears on seeing your tears.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Mind VS Mind. Mine VS Her.

I don't know whether i love her cause i don't know what love is.
I know she is a gal with whom i can laugh without trying to laugh though i am not sure that i can make her laugh.
With her i can talk without searching for words though i had seldom seen her talking at length to me.
I can see her with my eyes closed or open though i doubt that my face still lingers somewhere in her mind.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

what i see and what it is

In my mind i love you because in my mind i can instil thoughts in your mind, i can imbue feelings in your heart. I know what you are going to say. In my mind i can make you smile, i can make you laugh. In my mind you curl your eyes like a child, in my mind you let your hair stir. In my mind we both sit for long hours sometimes incessantly talking sometimes shrouded by a fulfilling silence but when we meet you seems a bit different, you captivate me and make me enjou that agonizing pain of surprise.
But out of my mind in a space where thoughts of both of us exists, there i don't know much. You must be having your dreams i have mine. I don't know if we both can walk our paths holding hands or would you like me to be with you on that journey.
However, as soon as i close my eyes everything unifies, all i can see is one dream, one path, one heart.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Lovestory

I first saw her looking straight in my eyes. I don't know what went through my mind but my eyes defied me, she was, or her eyes were able to hold my eyes. Still now after so much have been transpired between us i just can't forgot those eyes. Sometimes i really scared that those eyes will haunt me.

This was just the beginning i don't know whether she read some books, or she was master with hearts but i got hooked. May be, it was not her i was so void of love, i was under a free fall, so fragile i was that that pair of eyes was enough to hold me. Though i don't know whether that stop my fall or just given me some hope.

I had such interruptions in my fall before but the days that followed make this one special. Special for my deliverance or sealing my fate for my final crash. For how many days i don't know but it had never happened so lively for so many days before. Days keep on passing, i was walking the edge of weired and psycho, mad and insane, addiction and obsession. May be, this was not love, may be i just wanted to prove something, may i just wanted to achieve but whatever it was it kept me awake at night, it kept me hungry without appetite, it made me cry without tears, it made me shout without voice.

Then things moved i managed to talk to her not one but three times and still i remember perfectly, how my heart was beating third time also. She said we are friends, oh god , i would loved to be her friend, loved to be just her friend.

But all this is marred by some momentary spontaneous thought of my mind. At one point i think that she ain't that beautiful, my friends would say you could have got better. How can i forget the first time you tilt your head with your hairs just following your swing, your lips parted with tinted eyes to say 'hi'.

I am afraid that i won't be able to make it as real as i could feel it in my head.